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- If I may, I'd like to try and summarize some of the info about MDMA.
- A more complete explanation was given somewhere earlier in this pile
- of responses. The best books for further info are Ecstasy: The MDMA Story
- and Psychedelics Encyclopedia. The Encyclopedia is by Peter Stafford.
- I don't recall who wrote the other one.
-
- On second thought, I'm just gonna copy this from Whole Earth Review. It's all
- accurate and simplified.
-
- MDMA (3,4 -Methylenedioxymethamphetamine)
-
- Dosage: 100-150 mg/oral
-
- Duration: 30-60 minutes to onset; 2-3 hour plateau; 6 hours to baseline
-
- Effects: Ego softening; neurotically based fear dissolution; feelings of
- emotionally based love and empathy. No visual effects. Lucidity retained, in-
- depth communication facilitated. Present moment awareness heightened.
-
- Side effects: Appetite loss; stimulation; mild jaw-clenching; mild to
- moderate post-session fatigue. Occasional nystagmus (lateral eye wiggle).
- Initial restlessness, nervousness, nausea, shivering or tremor.
- CAUTION: May induce inappropriate and unintended emotional-bond imprinting.
- Note: Reversible nerve cell toxicity has been reported in laboratory animals
- at a dose equivalent to human consumption of 175 mg or more.
-
- Contraindications: Concurrent use of stimulants or MAO inhibitors
- (see Warning). Heart ailments, glaucoma, hypertension, aneurism or "stroke"
- history, hepatic or renal disorders, diabetes or hypoglycemia.
-
- Context: Light and warm environment; with a loved one or a few close friends,
- but sometimes with many others in celebration.
-
- So, that's what I have. Good luck on finding any other information.
-
- Willie
- wbogue@cwis.unomaha.edu
-
- =============================================================================
-
- MDMA, aka Ecstasy, X, XTC, E, Adam, etc, etc...
-
- Chemically:
- ----------
-
- MDMA = 3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine
- MDA = 3,4-methylenedioxyamphetamine
-
- MDMA = N-methyl-MDA = Adam
- MDE = N-ethyl-MDA = Eve
-
- O /\ /\ NHCH3
- / \ / \ / \ /
- / | | |
- CH2 | | CH3
- \ | |
- \ / \ /
- O \/
-
- Replacing the NHCH3 with NH2 is MDA; Replacing it with NHCH2CH3
- is MDE. MBDB is formed by replacing the CH3 with CH2CH3 (I forget
- the chemical name of this offhand). Replacing the NHCH3 with
- a double bond to an O atom gives you 3,4-methyeledioxyphenylacetone
- which is typically the immediate precursor to MDA, MDMA & MDE.
- Eliminating the radical entirely and replacing the CH3 with a
- double bond to a CH2 gives isosafrole which is 3,4-methylenedioxy-
- allylbenzene which is an essential oil.
-
- If you slice off the first methylenedioxy ring you get
- methamphetamine -- then replace the NHCH3 with NH2 and you're looking
- at amphetamine.
-
- Psychologically:
- ---------------
-
- MDMA is *chemically* an amphetamine, but psychologically its
- whats known as an empathogen-entactogen. There is some amphetamine
- stimulant quality left, which enhances the empathogenic quality.
- The empathogenic quality is basically the ability to communicate
- things to others, and the ability to feel empathy towards others.
- Its sort of an "external" quality, that opens lines of communication.
- The stimulating quality and the empathogenic effect are what most
- recreational users seem to be after. The entactogenic effect, on
- the other hand, is an internal quality. Its a sense that the
- world is sort of "and okay place to be" (that sounds kinda stupid
- but its hard to describe... kinda like daily affirmation with
- Stuart Smalley only its a genuine feeling...).
-
- THESE ARE ACUTE EFFECTS!!!! You don't dose someone up with MDMA
- and expect the high to last forever, thats not the concept...
-
- Psychotherapeutic Use:
- ----------------------
-
- The idea is to use the acute effects of the drug to massively
- accelerate psychotherapy. The empathogenic effect has obvious
- applications, both for use by the therapist and the patient.
- It facilitates communication, trust, etc, ad nauseum.
-
- The entactogenic effect is what does the work, however. It
- strengthens the ego, and is *NOT* *NOT* dissasociative. It is
- the only recreational drug that I have tried to date that has
- allowed me to keep a clear mind without being dissasociative
- or stoning (hell, it makes my mind clearer than it normally
- is) -- confusion on MDMA is not a normally encountered
- problem.
-
- Now, if you read the book PiHKAL (Phenethylamines I Have Known
- and Loved by Alexander Shulgin) or Through the Gateway of the
- Heart [and I think you can find out how to get both of these from
- the Misc FAQ on alt.drugs -- if not, I'll post], you will come
- across very striking situations where the entactogenic effect of
- MDMA can help. In particular, I believe its probably the best
- way to get repressed memories to resurface that there is (provided
- that the patient is prepared to remember them). The entactogenic
- effect acts as an emotional brace so that the patient can
- recall the event without going through incredible emotional
- trauma. That allows the mind to relax its protection on those
- memories and let the person remember them...
-
- It is *not* another LSD. LSD, IMHO, is risky for doing this kind
- of shit. MDMA does not cause bad trips, and the only psychological
- risk that you're in for is that the person is going to not
- get anything out of it.
-
- Related Chemicals:
- ------------------
-
- Amphetamine stimulants are just useless because while they facilitate
- communications (and *lots* of communication), they tend to
- not do anything for a persons emotions (other than maybe inflate
- their ego).
-
- MDA is similar to MDMA, but its an empathogen-entheogen rather
- than an empathogen-entactogen. It (as opposed to MDMA) does make
- one stoned, and at higher doses it tends to be hard to remember
- the first part of the sentence that a person is speaking. Its
- generally not considered anywhere near as useful for therapy as
- MDMA, although some researchers have had some success with it.
- MDE has roughly the same effects as MDA (offhand I can't recall
- the details of the differences and I have never tried MDE before).
-
- Neurochemically, MDA and MDMA are quite different. Their active
- isomers are switched, and MDA seems to effect the 5-HT2 receptor
- where MDMA is inactive.
-
- MBDB has a somewhat similar effect to MDMA, and has been proposed
- as the prototypical entactogenic drug. Its not as useful as
- MDMA, however, since it doesn't facilitate the same amount of
- communication. Only about 50% of the people who take it feel that
- its comparable to MDMA. Neurochemically the difference is that
- MBDB seems to release less dopamine than MDMA for one thing.
-
- Side effects and other crap:
- ----------------------------
-
- MDMA doesn't cause parkinson's disease -- MPTP which an entirely
- different drug (an opiate) does. MDMA doesn't dry up your
- spinal fluid -- thats a completely stupid and silly concept to
- begin with. The way that researcher's have been *testing* for
- MDMA damage is to draw a spinal tap. What they are looking for
- is lower levels of 5-HIAA which might indicate damage to
- 5-HT neurons. In short they haven't found anything convincing
- in humans. In animals it takes large doses over consecutive
- days to produce neurotoxicity (bursting of 5-HT axons, which
- is reparable). With smaller doses with longer time periods
- in between, there is no evidence of neurotoxicity. I have
- never heard of MDMA producing paranoia or schizophrenic breaks
- or anything like that -- that is an effect one might expect of
- classical amphetamines or LSD (respectively). MDMA may actually
- be useful in treating patients with paranoia or schizoid features.
- MDMA is a damn safe drug, certainly more safe than alcohol. The
- only problems would be due to its exaggerating existing heart
- conditions. And also, as recently happened in England, the
- stimulant qualities could make a person overextert themselves
- without knowing it (however, thats really quite rare -- 7 cases
- is nothing compared with the wreckage due to alcohol).
-
- For more info check out the alt.drugs FAQ... or the books cited
- above (And add MDMA: the Ecstasy Story as another good one to
- check out...).
-
- So, have I cleared most everything up, or are there more questions?
-
- ps. and _Psychedlic Encyclopedia_ is a reference that I forgot in the
- original posting, but which is *very* good and for more than just
- MDMA -- it also covers LSD, DMT, Harmaline, Psilocybin/Psilocyn,
- and THC.
-
- --
- Lamont Granquist lamont@hyperreal.com
- "When dogma enters the brain, all intellectual activity ceases."
- -- Robert Anton Wilson
-
- =============================================================================
-
- Ecstasy is not a 'happy drug'. It by itself does not to anything.
- That 00 gelatin capsule you bought from this guy your good friend knows... with
- bitter crystaline powder in the bottom of it... does not contain any warmth,
- joy, wisdom, or experience. It contains a salt of millions of a rather
- simple organic molecule. All identical. The ecstasy and joy come from
- within YOU. That is your natural, instinctive consciousness when you
- aren't poisoning yourself with fears, hangups, and stress. It is a glimpse
- of the true empathy, calm wisdom and energy you possess when you are
- living HERE, and NOW... not based on the past, future and fear. MDMA is a
- chemical key to the paradise within each of us.<P>
-
- -- Brett (phase@grove.ufl.edu)<P>
-
- =============================================================================
-
- From: gvbush@vivid.net (Gregory Bush)
- Newsgroups: rec.drugs.psychedelic
- Subject: Re: *wondering about my ecstacy trip
- Date: Wed, 10 Jan 1996 04:25:25 GMT
- Message-ID: <4cvf45$db8@stealth.mindspring.com>
-
- rusty435@aol.com (Rusty435) wrote:
- >I did ecstacy for the first time about a month ago and loved it. I payed
- >$25 for one little pill and it was fun and everything but I am wondering
- >if my ecs is as strong as stuff you get on the streets. While trippin, I
- >got weird sensations when I was touched but I wasnt like hardcore trippin
- >or anything. no hallucinations and I could pretty much think clearly.
-
- >PLEASE EMAIL ME WITH COMMENTS
-
- Rusty...
-
- Apparently you were misinformed about the nature of Ecstacy! Don't
- worry... First of all your $25 for a pill is very typical. I've
- known people to pay up to $35 before. Unfortunately, it's quite
- expensive compared to most other popular drugs, but personally I think
- that's about the only down side to it.
-
- If you get strong visual or auditory hallucinations or "visuals" then
- you did not get real X. At best you got a mixture of LSD and X,
- sometimes called "Candyflip," but there are some losers out there who
- apparently try to mix LSD and speed thinking it is a cheap substitute
- for X and people will not notice. They are wrong of course, the
- effects are completely different! Always buy from a "reputable"
- source that you trust and can track down easily later. Preferably buy
- from a friend who bought a couple of pills at once from someone else
- and has already tried them out to know they are the right thing and
- not too strong / too weak, etc.
-
- You also said that you could think clearly. One of (in my opinion)
- the nicest things about X is that it does not feel as if your mental
- processes are disturbed at all. Now, I think they *are* somewhat, but
- it is nothing like being "stoned," etc. where you are confused or
- "slow." In fact, if anything, your mind is much more aware and
- sensitive than normal which often leaves you a bit distracted with the
- beauty of mundane things. I think you could drive unimpaired (at
- least in a physical sense) on X, but I wouldn't recommend it. If you
- ever got stopped, a cop would immediately know that you were "on
- something" from your dilated pupils, plus I think there is a tendancy
- on X to not notice that you may be somewhat impaired in your thinking
- or judgement -- bad things to take with you on the road.
-
- So, if you don't get hallucinations or get "stoned", what *do* you
- get? Since you've already done it and liked it, you already know a
- lot of it ... but X is a drug that in many ways you get out of what
- you put into it. Just sitting around the house and washing the dishes
- won't really do a whole lot for you, in other words. Here are some
- suggestions that you may want to look into...
-
- DO...
-
- 1) Take it early in the evening and get some daylight hours in your
- trip. There's more to look at outside, and you won't feel bad the
- next morning from staying up all night. Keep in mind that sunsets are
- a *great* thing to catch while you are peaking. Time your dose and
- plan for it!
-
- 2) Trip with good friends. X can be great alone, but its even better
- when you do it with people you care about. Easy and intimate social
- interaction is one of the prime reasons to take X.
-
- 3) Listen to music -- softer New Age / Ambient / Space Music type
- stuff in a dark room is *great* when it's starting to come on and when
- you are coming down. Look for music that is "dramatic" with high
- emotional content. Good movie soundtracks or good classical music can
- be great too. Most of all, listen to what you enjoy the most. When
- you are reaching your "peak" and getting antsy, something like techno
- or other dance music is divine ... try closing your eyes and dancing,
- moving your body to the music. Be sure to take a break every other
- song or so, and stay hydrated -- don't overextert yourself; you may
- not be able to tell when you do. When you are resting, find a soft,
- comfy place to close your eyes and roll and wiggle around on. This
- can be incredibly orgasmic in a strangely non-sexual way. If you have
- a cuddly kinda friend to hug and caress, that's even better!
-
- 4) Go to a place with a lot of natural beauty or visual stimulus and
- walk around in it. Nature trails, parks, etc. are great. A personal
- favorite is the grocery store! The air conditioning feels really
- weird and good on your skin, and all the rows of products and loud
- colors on advertising stuff really can set you off! There are just so
- many sights, sounds and smells... When you are wherever, don't just
- sit or stand around. The pleasureable effects of X often come on more
- when you are walking and moving. But be sure to rest now and then,
- and don't run around or exert yourself a lot -- your body is already
- in a excited state with somewhat higher blood pressure and heart rate.
- Nothing to worry about, but no need to push it!
-
- 5) Talk with your friends about anything, especially about emotional
- aspects of your life if you are with close friends that you trust.
- You will be able to express yourself very fluently, and they will be
- able to empathise with you very well, to satisfying effect.
-
- 6) Watch a good, really dramatic movie with superior actors in it.
- You'll be surprised how much you can get into it, and how much empathy
- you will have for the characters. Nonverbal communication really
- stands out, especailly. You will be able to catch the most subtle
- facial twitch or glance of the eyes and know exactly how the
- characters are feeling and what they are thinking. The first time I
- did X I watched "The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly" with a couple of
- friends. I was really tripping out on it ... it was *fantastic*, and
- I'd recommend it to any male X-tripper! But make sure to get
- something that you know is really awesome even when you are not messed
- up. Don't waste a good trip on a stupid movie -- bad acting will
- *not* do it for you ... in fact when you watch a movie with even
- "good" or "average" acting in it, it will become painfully obvious to
- you that the people are "acting" and you will pick up not the emotions
- of the character of the film, but of the actor themselves.
- Entertaining kind of, but not what you're really looking for probably.
- By the way, don't watch it in the theater, cause you'll want to give
- commentary the whole way through -- rent a video and watch it in your
- house with friends who are tripping too. Comment about the movie
- while it's playing. Get up now and then and stretch and walk around
- the room -- wiggle your feet and stuff when you are lying down. Some
- motion and activity will use up your nervous energy, keep your trip
- intensity a little higher, and besides -- it feels good!
-
- 7) Write your girlfriend a love letter or call her on the phone to
- tell her you love her. (Careful with ex-gfs when you are on X ...
- it's way too easy to call one up and gush and moan about your
- "feelings" for them and regret it a lot later.)
-
- 8) When you are "coming down" or after you feel "mostly down" go out
- into public and have a conversation with a few complete strangers in a
- suitable setting -- the bar at a diner for instance. You'll probably
- be surprised how natural and easy it is to talk to someone you don't
- know and how well they react to you. Your conversation will probably
- seem very meaningful, and you will feel a lot more confident,
- friendly, and sociable afterwards. If you are on a full dose, you
- probably don't want to try this while you are reaching your peak
- because you will probably be a bit too intense and wired to pull this
- off successfully. I think you will interface and feel more in tune
- with clear-headed people than with people who have been drinking, but
- find out for yourself.
-
- 9) When you feel "mostly down" look at yourself in the mirror for a
- while. You will probably get to see yourself in a very positive
- light. If you do this while you are peaking, you may look a little
- weird and bug-eyed, so wait until later. This can be really cool and
- very positive, especially if you normally don't think you are
- particularly attractive, but YMMV...
-
- 10) Experiment! As you grow in experience, find other fun and
- rewarding things to do while on X and share what you have learned with
- others!
-
- 11) Think about the spiritual aspects of X and incorporate them into
- your everyday life. Sure, X can be really entertaining and a lot of
- fun on a Saturday evening, but can it beneficially change your life?
- Think about how you feel, and how you can care about others and really
- express yourself. Think about how you have lost your fears and
- insecurities about yourself. Try to learn something from your
- experience and take a part of it back with you. When you are down
- from the trip, try to remember how you felt and recapture some of that
- in your life. Smile at strangers and talk to people in the checkout
- line, cherish your friends and keep in touch with family, empathise
- with people and listen to them understandingly, lose some of your
- fears and let people know that you care about them, give a dollar to
- that Salvation Army guy and take time to help someone else.
-
- There are some things that I would recommend against, too...
-
-
- DON'T...
-
- 1) Don't take it if you are really sleepy. Get some rest and take it
- later. If you do take it, it will keep you up for six hours minimum
- and you will probably feel crappy the next day, but that is your
- choice.
-
- 2) Don't rush to take it if you are unsure about tripping right then
- or have a lot of negative things on your mind. Unlike most
- "psychedelics", X is a very kind, gentle and forgiving drug and it is
- very difficult to have a "bad trip" on it. But don't push your luck
- if you don't have to. "Set" and "Setting" are still important to what
- effect the X will have on you -- it is a beautiful and multifacted gem
- and can present itself in many ways. If you really are in a poor or
- unstable emotional state and want to take X, then I would recommend
- breaking the tablet in half and taking that. It will still pretty
- much get you where you want to go, and won't leave you feeling
- uncomfortable and speedy or emotionally uncontrolled if it just
- doesn't come through for you the way you want it to. If you do it
- while feeling acutely depressed or have a lot of bad situations in
- your life right then, you may think a lot about your problems and feel
- some profound sadness now and then, although there will probably still
- be a strong positive push to your trip offsetting this a bit. This
- can be very therapeutic, and can help you work through your feelings
- if you have problems bottling up your emotions, but it will probably
- be a "different" kind of trip and it would be good to have a really
- close friend to talk during your trip to if you do this.
-
- 3) Don't underestimate it or get impatient with it. X sometimes has a
- strange way of making you think that it isn't doing anything to you.
- This can be especially strong the second time around when you may feel
- it is not kicking in fast enough or is not as dramatic as the first
- time. Don't take another pill to compensate -- just give it some
- time. It will most likely come through for you in the end. Also
- remember that every trip will have differences. Don't look for the
- same thing to happen again and again, because it won't. Just explore
- what is happening to you right then. Mild physical activity like
- dancing, or sensory stimulus like good music or beautiful surroundings
- can help set you off, and will have a better effect than a higher dose
- usually.
-
- 4) Don't take more than one pill or take it more than once a week.
- Your body builds a tolerance to X very quickly. If you really feel
- that you are not getting the effect you are wanting after having fully
- completed a trip, don't take more next time ... just wait longer
- before taking your next dose. Another little trick that has actually
- worked for *some* people is waiting a few weeks and taking *less* the
- next time after a disappointing trip. X in higher doses has a fairly
- significant "speedy" nature to it that can actually mask the
- empathogenic effects. Increasing your dose may actually be decreasing
- the most unique effects of X! Also there is evidence that doses
- somewhat higher than the average recreational dose (possibly 5 - 10
- pills or so) can potentially cause long-term (like 6 months to
- permanent) changes in your brain structure, which is something the
- prudent would probably want to avoid. If you like X, but really,
- really, really want visuals and the like, then you can mix a hit of X
- with LSD to potentially good effect. They feed off of eachother,
- though, so if you are wise you will only take half or preferably less
- of the LSD you are used to. Take the LSD an hour or two before the X
- so they peak around the same time. If you have never done LSD before
- do *not* attempt this at all. Mixing drugs is not for the
- inexperienced, and LSD can often be a real mind-bender even for the
- experienced user.
-
- 5) Don't mix it with any kind of "speedy" drug like cocaine,
- methamphetamine, crack, etc. THIS CAN KILL YOU!!! At the least it
- stands a good chance of putting you in an ER somewhere or giving you a
- big nasty panic attack, and that is not a fun way to spend a Saturday
- night. Also there are things called MAOI drugs (monoamine oxidase
- inhibiters) that can also kill you if you take them with X. If you
- were taking one, you would know it though, because your doctor would
- *definately* tell you and you would not be able to, for instance, eat
- fermented cheese. (Go figure.) There are no common recreational
- drugs that are MAOI's, so unless you are into strange tropical
- hallucinogenic plants or your doctor has told you that you are on one,
- you need not worry about that.
-
- 6) Don't take it with alcohol. If you do, don't worry. It's not
- going to kill you or make you sick or anything like that, but alcohol
- will deaden the effect of the X and make your trip less than it could
- be, a *lot* less if you have more than a few beers. Sometimes the
- come-down from X gets a little speedy-feeling and slightly
- uncomfortable, and there is nothing wrong with having a drink or two
- to offset that feeling and abort the tail end of your experience a
- bit. I personally would feel uncomfortable drinking a *lot* of
- alcohol near a dose of X because I don't think the combined effect of
- alcohol and X is fully known and combining alcohol with other drugs
- can increase the liver damage that alcohol already causes, especially
- in genetically succeptable people. For instance, a lot of alcohol and
- a lot of Tylenol can be deadly in some people. I have no idea
- whatsoever whether X has a sympathetic reaction with alcohol like
- this, but I like to play it safe when it comes to chemical
- interactions.
-
- 7) Don't overexert yourself or get dehydrated and stay out of hot,
- crowded places. It's rare, but several people have actually died from
- heatstroke while at raves on X. You may not be able to tell when you
- are overheated and ready to collapse, so be cautious and use common
- sense. If you are dancing at a rave, drink lots of water, take
- frequent breaks, and if possible, bring a blanket so you can sit down
- outside or in a cool area to rest and talk with friends between fits
- of dancing.
-
- ***
-
- Well, I think I have covered most of the bases. Hopefully you find
- some of this useful, and I have not bored you to tears. Maybe you
- already knew much of this, but from your post it didn't sound like you
- knew a lot about X before you took it. There is *lots* of very useful
- recreational drug information at http://hyperreal.com if you have a
- WWW browser to view it. Most people don't take the time to do it, but
- everyone *should* know everything useful there is to know about a
- chemical before they dose themselves with it, whether that chemical is
- legal or illegal, recreational or medical. It can both keep you out
- of real trouble and potentially make your experiences a lot better and
- more manageable. At the very least you will know what you are getting
- into, which is important for having the best possible experience.
-
- It is *very* hard to find accurate drug information through easy to
- access or popular means with the so-called "War On Drugs" taking place
- in America, and if you really research the real, unbiased, scientific
- information on these substances you will usually find it to be very
- valuable. Many of the street rumours you will hear about these drugs
- are false ... for instance, LSD does *not* contain strychnine, Ecstacy
- is *not* frequently laced with heroin. Most people also do not know
- the dangers of certain drug interactions and how to avoid serious
- health problems associated with different types of drug use.
-
- You can use the internet to get a lot of information that will be
- valuable to you if you choose to use certain drugs, and I hope that
- you have found rec.drugs a good place to start.
-
- !!!Be Happy and Love Others!!!
-
- (-: GREG :-)
-
- =============================================================================
-
- From: lilzero@inforamp.net (LittleZero)
- Newsgroups: rec.drugs.psychedelic
- Subject: Re: *wondering about my ecstacy trip
- Date: Tue, 16 Jan 1996 02:18:02 -0500
- Message-ID: <lilzero-1601960218020001@ts31-10.tor.inforamp.net>
-
- In article <4cvf45$db8@stealth.mindspring.com>, gvbush@vivid.net (Gregory
- Bush) wrote:
-
- > <Excellent advice regarding E snipped>
- >
- > DON'T...
- >
- > 3) Don't underestimate it or get impatient with it. X sometimes has a
- > strange way of making you think that it isn't doing anything to you.
- > This can be especially strong the second time around when you may feel
- > it is not kicking in fast enough or is not as dramatic as the first
- > time. Don't take another pill to compensate -- just give it some
- > time. It will most likely come through for you in the end. Also
- > remember that every trip will have differences. Don't look for the
- > same thing to happen again and again, because it won't. Just explore
- > what is happening to you right then. Mild physical activity like
- > dancing, or sensory stimulus like good music or beautiful surroundings
- > can help set you off, and will have a better effect than a higher dose
- > usually.
-
- I want to second this, and stress its importance. After you take for the
- first time, and have basked in its glory, you will want your next trip to
- be just as good. Now knowing what to expect (the warmth, the gurgling in
- your stomach, the waves) you'll spend your time looking for "signs" of
- getting high. Never really knowing what you've taken, whether it is from a
- friend or not, you may feel that you've taken "garbage" and feel the need
- for another. RESIST.
-
- At the last rave I attended, I took a second full-dose E just as my first
- E really hit. The combination of the two sent me way, way to far.
- Basically, the warm waves became rushing tidal waves of heat (I felt I was
- burning up) and the calm stomach rumblings became Tyson-esque body blows.
- Needless to say, I puked.
-
- After that I was fine. Of course I'd removed a large quantity of the E
- from my system, making the second E a complete waste.
-
- E, from my experience, is not physically addicting in any way, but once
- you have experienced it, you get extremely giddy before taking it again,
- much in the same way one gets excited for a movie that you've been waiting
- for ages, or a great film you haven't seen in ages. You know you're going
- to have a great time and you want it to be happening NOW, not later.
-
- >From my bad experience, I've learned that E will come. Make sure that when
- you're going up that everyone is relaxed. That the people around you
- aren't constantly going up to you and saying "Are you up? Are you up?" or
- rubbing your head. You can become very self concious very quickly when
- this begins to happen. My suggestion to to thank them and tell them
- quietly (if possible) that you're haven't peaked yet. If they're up,
- they'll find this a very positive response and will allow them to maintain
- their positive outlook.
-
- If I can add another suggestion to Greg's list, do NOT take E if you are
- congested. Due to the throat drying nature of the drug you may find
- yourself feeling that you "cannot breath" and begin focusing on this. Once
- this happens you really need to focus on other things. Hugging, and Vicks
- (any balm will do) on the back (not under the nose) can help in regaining
- your positive outlook and focus, but I would recommend just avoiding these
- situations in the first place.
-
- Karl.
-
- P.S. I'm still trying to find out what "Roofies" are. Any help would be
- appreciated.
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- "Life is a state of mind."
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